Red hot

Hey all!

My skin is burning omg no good no good!!

Kayaking is the worse thing that ever happened to me!

Okay before i continue i got to keep this post absolutely short because i’m running short of time and damn i’m as dead as ever.

Yeah basically i went kayaking over the weekend, BOTH DAYS!!! what the!!! i look like a lobster now no kidding my arms look like i got burnt by scalding hot water, that bad i tell you. To add to the pain, i’ve got muscle ache over my entire shoulder arm area, damn kanasai. Hahaha. Anyhow, here’s a warning to you.

Having said that, i cannot demerit kayaking altogether. Kayaking is really fun and challenging, i may have new found fears of tides and currents but i there is no doubt i have learnt to love the skill. It is tiring yes, but yet it is thrilling and exhilarating at the same time. A word of advice, bring a cap, put on loads of sunblock and take up the challenge if you got the guts to battle both your physical and mental capacity. It is no easy peasy relaxing workout, i tell you.

Personally, i felt that the course was more than a test of physical strength but rather a mental test. It could have been because i was largely exhausted after the course of the week or maybe my flu caught up with my nerves. Dont know, but i dont think i’m about to give up that soon.

okay call me nuts for playing around in my a level year but you got to stretch yourself or you’ll never know how far you can go.

Okay here’s all for today! Adios!

Oh oh, omg i miss the malaysia again, damn it! Got to see the m’sia section gang today it was that sense of familial bonding that i long for): i treated them as my family!

So long! Got to go mug now, can’t give up all too soon yo.

Reminiscing.

Hey all

Ah, this week was crazy i know i’ve yet to complete the week but i’m already feeling burnt out, bad yes, but i suppose it’s because of my slacking over the weekends, HAHA.

Before i get to the main point of this post, the reason why i’m forgoing my study time for this short post, well my block test results are horrible! Omg, i seriously need to catch up i feel super guilty for totally wasting away my december holidays, MY CHEMISTRY!!! boohooo T.T. hahahha.

Okay anyhow i shall get to the point… Yup today was CCA bizarre day and we had band practice, it was very weird reason being i felt that malaysia trip feeling, that sense of belonging and attachment to this band. I really dont know why, it was really weird, honestly. I mean the people were different people, they were the new J1s and selena wasn’t there but somehow i felt like i missed malaysia. I really hope that this expectation that i’ve made won’t disappoint me in any way.

Speaking of which, i miss malaysia much now that i think of it. I miss the cool weather in genting, i miss the practices, i miss my seniors):, i miss the hotel room, i miss the awesome performances (i wonder if i can get high with this new batch of j1s), i miss the bus trips, i miss all the food, i miss every second of the trip and i miss the pleasant smell of freedom that hung in the air.

Okay i can’t elaborate on this, my eyes are too dry and i feel so tired after such a long day.

Bottomline, i miss the old comforts of my small section back in malayisa and now i can only hope that all will be well with my expanded section. Oh man really, i completely agree with elaine, i want a steamboat soon!):

Here are a few snapshots of malaysia, really miss every moment spent with my band mates!

Cool us!

The bomb.

told you m’sia was funny!

For you senior!!:D

MUAHAHAH!

i LOVE MY SECTION!

<3

Hope you understand how much i miss those days!

Motivated to do more!

Paranoid

Hi all,

hey you, i’m very tired. Don’t really know why, i didnt do any vigorous activites today, well, i suppose the week was tiring enough to leave me in this state of exhaustion. Recently i’ve been pms-ing don’t know why, don’t ask me, i get so irritable so easily. Today, i got irritated because of some very minor thing and i actually allowed myself to get affected by it.  Well, it could be because of the block tests. I so completely screwed up my chemistry, so disappointed in myself.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Haiya okay i feel so sian, i so very much dislike what i’m going through now. There are things that i dont speak about but i feel it dig deep into me, some things i never want to bring up for fear of compromising my well being.

Ah, i watched some documentary a few weeks ago and i chanced upon something that struck me. If a society exist, surely there will be people who are not included in this society. So how do you think it feels like being an outcast of a society. That documentary made me rethink the many privileges i get to enjoy, to a certain extent, it made me almost very guilty. Hence the weird feelings that i felt yesterday after getting my new phone. I actually felt angry with myself for being so materialistic, initially i was like woah cool and suddenly i just adopted this change in mood unknowingly till i began questioning myself why.

Am i that weird? Maybe.

Okay goodbye, i’m going off now really tired after this exhaustive week really didnt like the vigor of JC life esp. the vigorous thinking process that we have to go through.

Thinking drains me out, it forces me to detest studying alot.

I want you back

Yo!

hahah, okay i’m totally wasting my time man! I’m so going to die! hahaha. Anyhow, oh my tian, i want you back by the Jackson 5 rocks! It’s so nice!!! Oh and there’s this song called promise from HSM2! It’s really cool too! Ohhh! Lemon tree rocks too! Go check those songs out! Especially i want you back.

Okay i came here just to say this, going off to listen to more songs now! Adios!

VERSE 1:
When I had you to myself
I didn’t want you around
Those pretty faces always made you stand out in a crowd
But someone picked you from the bunch
one glance was all it took
Now it’s much too late for me to take a second look

CHORUS:
Oh baby give me one more chance
(show you that I love you)
Won’t you please let me
(back in your heart)
Oh darlin’ I was blind to let you go
(let you go baby)
But now since I see you in his arms
(I want you back)
Yes I do now
(I want you back)
Ooh ooh baby
(I want you back)
Ya ya ya ya
(I want you back)
Na na na na

I want you back rocks ttm!

It’s over!

Okay a quick post here, i got to go enjoy life while i can.

First things first, studying sucks i hate to study to the core especially when the year has just begun and you’re still in the holiday mood!

Anyhow, block tests are over! Like finally, i’ve been waiting for friday since dont know how long! I’m really glad i got through it and survived. Hahaha. Block tests were bad, the papers were all murderous and merciless. They caught me unprepared and broke my heart by just staring at me back in the face. ???? were written all over my face during the freaking bloody idiotic chem paper3!! I promise you i’m still fuming over that question 1 that cost me 20 marks. 20 MARKS GONE JUST LIKE THAT. Woah, so zai right. How did i do it? So cool man. Rawr! annoyingly irritable. Okay well, it’s over it’s over i’ll just study harder and all that. I mean i know i didnt put in half as much effort for block tests as i did during promos so i really dont expect much, just hope i will be able to take the failure with a pinch of salt T.T Hahahha.

Today after our physics paper, i went out with leona, yiling and yuxin! We went to town with the initial intention of shopping, we ended up not buying anything because things were either too expensive or we were just too exhausted after carrying bags that contained our HEAVY GCs AND WATER BOTTLE (ok, the water bottle part is for me). Yup we spent a total of 3 to 4 hours in 313, heeren, Taka and wisma. Haiyo, CNY die no clothes to wear. See how i’ll figure something out. Anyway, after shopping the funniest thing happened in my entire life (exaggerated of course, but still it was the joke of the millenium). Well, apparently cos some of my classmates were in sch playing bball then we’re supposed to watch a movie together. Yeah and so when they left school we started making arrangements and decided on shows and time slots yeah. Okay so the show was at 5pm at about 4.45pm we called them i was talking to matthew, so i asked,” where are you??”

 he said,” oh at the foodcourt we come up to find you all.”

and then i said” okay faster ah” Ten minutes passed….

He called “where are you??”

i replied “outside the arcade, near the box office”

“are you sure? where??”

“Near the arcade outside, we’re sitting down!!”

This went on for a while until… i asked..

“er… i’m at cineleisure leh, where are you all”

“Is this a joke? are you kidding?”

“NO!! where are you all”

“Amk hub!!!”

 ”HAHAHHAHA”

Okay i dramatised it somehow, and so yiling and i cabbed down, too tired to stand in the train and stone till amk! OMG!!! hahah, oh yuxin went for CO pract and leona left to go to the clinic. hahah. Haiyo, btw we watched day breakers and it’s a super gory show! omg, go watch if you’re in love with gore, it was scary though! hahah. I actually thought the show was some intelligent scientific show not knowing it was some gory movie. hahah!

After the movie, we parted and i met up with eleanor went home and we chatted for long. Hahaha! Love ebly! She’s the funniest girl ever! We grew up together, so cool, to think we used to fight and all. Missed all crazy times! I hope we’ll get to spend more time together! Thanks for everything cousin! Thanks for being there for me, understanding so many things even friends may never understand. I miss working with you ebly! You rock!

Okay and here i am finally, damn tired. The week was honestly too much for me, i’ve enough! Anymore stress and i might just go into depression or turn mental. Lol.

Alright, adios! Tired!

Vampires are a curiosity.

GG!

Hey you!
Haiya, i’m so so so freaking dead. Yup, no doubt i’m largely unprepared for block tests. Nevermind, if i do very extremely badly i’m sure it’ll motivate me to study harder for the rest of the year. Hahah, it’s good to be optimistic okay. Okay i should go now i was here just to say that i’m still alive despite the fact that block tests are on monday! Woo!
Okay i’m wasting time here, see you all soon! Erm, thats if i survive the upcoming week. Hahaha!

Adios till next time!
Oh well, haha.

Fast and probably last

Hey all!

This shall be a quick and short post because i still got some more work to catch up on. Lol, i don’t know if i can finish all my work but let’s just keep our fingers crossed. Hahah.

Okay yup i suppose i won’t come online as often in the near future because of block tests and more erm homework. Yeah, anyhow i wish to say that woah it’s my A level year how fast eh? Like who knows where i’ll be heading towards after this year. Oh well, oh and i would like to add on some alumni updates. Woo, we had our first pract. Few of us but good enough to encourage myself to want to do more for us. I’m truly uncertain about the future, i really don’t know how busy i’m going to be. One thing’s for sure that i wish to study hard well of course not to the point of burning out when the A’s come but at the very least consistently. Must must prioritise! Hope i don’t waste my time doing rubbish and playing. hahha.

Oh im beginning to love wuthering heights, it’s such a great book. Half the time i’m kept in suspense, really amusing.

Anyhow i hope all goes well, and i hope it will not become some ironical literary device.

Okay here’s a short and quick one before i leave for a considerably long time i suppose. Block tests are coming up, really don’t want to screw! Though i know to a certain degree i might.

Adios for now, my friend, for my leave shall not be permanent.

HAHAH. I was bored.

Rewind!

Hey all!

Wooo, i wanted to post about something but i forgot what that something was. HAHAH.

Anyhow, i just wanted to say that i got a lot of homework to do and i regret not doing them earlier so never be last minute like me cos’ you’ll only live to regret. Life sucks now, Hahahah. No kidding, there seem to be no end to my misery because things are only going to get more hectic when school begins. Something i am not looking forward to at all!!! no kidding.

Anyway, haiya i’m felt random so i came to post. And yeah i can’t wait for A’s to end. HAHAHAHA. And my physics sucks now, i forgot EVERYTHING. I’M SO DEAD. haiya okay i think i better go continue with work now or else i’ll live to regret, not that i’m not regretting now. Hahaha.

Okay adios again, goodbye!

Life is such a bore.

2010!

Hey all!

I got to post about today no matter what!

Hang on, before i continue i just wanted to say that I MISS MALAYSIA, yes honestly i do. Looking at all the FB photos, i couldn’t help it but to sigh and feel my heart drop a little. Oh well, things whether good or bad will always come to an end. I miss band in Malaysia much for company was awesome then.

Back to where i last stopped.. WELL! thing is today we had an alumni meeting and the day before i was telling myself how things were not going to work out cos’ very few people were going to attend it. Who knew that i would be so lucky!!! Though attendance was not fantastic, the best thing happened today! The teachers kind of approved of us playing in fantasia and mr c. tan gave us twenty minutes of music just like that, right after i asked, without hesitating! OMG that was the best alumni thing that happened to me so far. My jaw dropped, too shocked! You know that means alot to me because that was what i’ve been thinking of for so long and i thought that the whole idea might have been impossible. Heart melt, pract next friday! 4pm IJTP band room! All IJ band alumni are invited! Please come back guys we need you all!(: Oh man, i just hope that this luck will not run out too soon…

I played my trombone too! man, i don’t know how i’m going to play the silver double trig bass tbone, confirm die. I promise you, all the best ros! After the band pract, lunched with sister and mel chua. Cool talking to them, reminded me of when i was sec 4…

That was the highlight of the day, the other thing was xingya’s party, it was not bad i had my fair share of fun and laughter. Plus, it was great meeting my friends.

Guess what guys! it’s 2010! Happy New Year! I just realised i started off the year with a really lame post yesterday, sorry! HAHAH. Oh well, i totally forgot that it was 1st jan yesterday. Anyhow, new year’s eve with cousins was fun again. Speaking of which, ele and ker are <3 I miss pau!!

New year’s day with cousins and family was also fun! Love you all, loved every moment spent together!

finally, 2010 is here and 2009 was history. Fast isn’t it? I loved 2009 and i hope to love 2010 too. A level year! I really dont know what i’m going to do in the future, oh well… we’ll take one step at a time.

Alright adios for now. Lord of the Rings rocked yesterday!!!

Bread, out.

I’M SCREWED FOR LIFE.

Oh my tian! I promise you i’m dead. OMG OMG OMG. Ahhhhhhhh! kill me now! ): honestly i’m freaking dead. Oh my goodnesss. CRY NOW!!!
Why must this happen to me, i suck to the max and yet i have to do this. I’m going to embarass myself. I can no longer face the world, i must subject myself to isolation from everyone for from monday onwards i’m majorly screwed.

goodbye everyone, roslyn is fried.