Looking forward, maybe not

Hey all!

Yo oh my goodness it’s like one day to malaysia omg! seriously it’s driving me nuts. hahhaa. Too cool to be true(: Okay maybe not but oh well, i suppose it’s going to be like a trip like no other so i’m going to enjoy every moment of it. Mhmm… from what i last recalled my last post was about saturday so that makes this post about sunday.

Yeah so sunday came and i went to church in the morn, after which i went for a hair cut! hahhaha, it’s no diff, really. I went to northpoint after that and i got new shoes! hahah, and then i got whatever soap, toothpaste and all that rubbish before heading home with my parents. Reaching home i started packing a little. Packing= dumping stuff into my luggage. ahhaha. I got inspired to pack my table after a while so i packed my table sorted out some things and i actually did some work! Speaking of which, shoots man i got A LOT of work to do, no kidding. I’m so dead!

Monday started off with sectionals in the morn, selena was late and timothy wasn’t there so there were only sherilyn, elaine and i. We were just doing small parts of the genting pieces and american graff. BOSSA NOVA IS COOL! hahhaa. Yeah anyway selena came in the end and so we practiced till about 11am before making our way downstairs for lunch. We went to the usual coffee shop outside school eat eat eat before timothy arrived and we headed back to school. Apparently, we were going to have brass sectionals with this trombone player called sebastian. Weird yes, but scary no. hahaha. Okay oh my tian, haiyo dont know la whatever. Dont ask me!!! I’m not going to think about it, not yet at least.

Anyhow, the day ended with bishan-ing with sherilyn and elaine. Wah, ntuc has so many offers omg, so tempting stupid food i hate food now!! Got home… and then bathed blah blah and packed halfway.

Okay yup and finally i’m here slacking.

Sigh, i’m in a lack of perspective, in lack of time, in lack of that drive, in lack of passion, in lack of Roslyn. It is tiring when the going gets tough. Yes, maybe being in denial is the last thing i should do but i haven’t got the courage to face things that i least want to face. For fear of disappointment, for fear of sadness, for fear of resentment, for fear of failure i dare not venture to places i’ve never been to.

Chicken!

看到你受委屈我会伤心

Awesome rubbish

Yo yo!

Hey all, woah woah i got major stuff to tell you.

Okay first things first from what i remembered i stopped recounting from wednesday and so that makes this post about thursday and so forth. Yup and so thursday came and Xinyi left for malaysia and we had Band Dinner, interesting of course. Things happened, okay la whatever it was an okay night the highlight was getting to see my seniors hahah! Yeah seriously but all in all it was okay fine enough.

Friday came and the day began with band pract in the morn, wow so cool eh. Hahaha, yup and after which what did i do ah, oh my i cant remember. Okay i’m a bit confused now but haiya whatever i’ll try my best. Wait honestly i cant remember what i did after band on friday hahaha. Okay anyhow eh wait! ohhhh i think band ended at 4plus i think yeah and then i went to my cousin’s house for fun yup.

Anyhow, i went to get a new passport on saturday, got home slept and then went for my niece’s one month and my cousin’s birthday celebration. LOL, so fun meeting my cousins again. Love them all!!! Cool people to hang out with, honestly. Hahaha.

Sunday came and then as usual i went to church in the morning and then i met up with my section mates and nazreen at 313! cool eh, in the end we walked a bit only before going to heeren. Watched some dance event before making our way to the esplanade for the ultimate highlight of the WEEKKKKK! no kidding man, the concert was so awesome! It was a philharmonic winds concert combined with this amazing Thai band from casesart (?) university. OH MY TIAN, THEY ARE AWESOME TO THE MAX, their machu picchu was the bomb, like oh my goodness, your hair will just stand after listening to them. LOVE THEM AND I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM OMG.

Okay and from there thats where i got so inspired! hahahaha.

MONDAY!!!! okay wait let me get this clear, i had a band day camp from monday till wednesday from like 9am to 7pm everyday no joke, haha we just go there play and play INSTRUMENT. hahaha but i loved it! Yup i think monday was okay la i think selena came back!!!! woooooo two bass trombonists woooooo! tell me about coolness we’re going to ZHA the whole band muahahhaha. Okay i cant remember monday’s events but i know xinyi came back and she came back with food that was the nice part. i think we had brass sectionals first before full band on that day. Mr kiang v. funny, hahaha he was our brass tutor.

Tuesday came oh wait did i mention like after monday’s pract i just went home to sleep it was so tiring i didnt even do anything else when i got home hahha. Yup tuesday came and there was band again. Started off with brass sectionals and then we had full band apparently mr kiang asked us to ZHA so that was the fun part of the band camp cool eh, hahahahhahaha. okay.

Anyhow i went to meet my primary school friends after band and i miss them much!! They are still cool people i love to hang out with! Brought back many many many memories. IJ FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOR LIFE!

Wednesday came and we had band again!!!! wahhhh yes and we had full band the entire day! OMG i forgot to add something, on tuesday we were doing the gimmicks for the genting performance. HILARIOUS RUBBISH I TELL YOU! OMG DAMN FUNNY(:

okay anyhow wednesday was horrible, i remembered sounding bad, so sad! when we finally ended, i went to my grandma’s house for dinner! haiya in lack of time for other commitments, how miserable can life get?

thursday came, i was supposed to study with yili and xinyi we ended up watching a perfect getaway so funny can! hahha but i studied for like 2 hours before going off to meet my sec school friends hahha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISE KHO DEAR!

Love you<3!

Hahaha it was cool meeting up with them, love them much!

Pau tay i miss you already! faster come back, hahahha. Okay and hi eleanor! hahahha. You’re another friend i cant live without(:

Friday came and we had sectionals in the morning before i left with sherilyn to collect my passport! And then TJ concert at night! Okay la… Singing songs with band mates is ultimate coolness. Trained home with sherilyn! Love that smart girl!

Saturday came and i woke up early this morning to go running. Man has my stamina droppped, so lousy! hahha. Got home bathed and went to the wet market with my mum. Mhmm.. got me thinking how everything around us takes on this uniform image this repetitive and non unique kind of character as the world progresses. It is saddening how people, objects, things around us lose their uniqueness, individuality and character. Seems like we all just look forward to convenience nowadays. When did we start forgetting how the process is so much more meaningful than results.

hahhaha, anyway when i got home i ate early super early lunch and then went to meet elaine and xinyi at khatib. We were going to xinyi’s house to study. We studied till like 3.30plus? before deciding that it was useless to sit there and stone. hahah. Hence, we went to cycle and roller blade. OMG, so unglam. dont talk about it. hahhaa. We should do that again guys! LOVE BOTH OF YOU! Rocks how we spend so much time together! Thanks for everything, really.

And here i am finally after a long long nap from all the exhaustion. Not doing homework, so naughty i know but haiya damn boring you know.

Oh well, you know what? Just recently, i realised that i’m no problem solver kind of person. In fact i always seem to keep myself in denial. Despite enjoying thinking and figuring things out there are still times when i must admit that i refuse to think and figure out why. It is disappointing thinking of myself in the that light of liking to run away from my problems. But sometimes you cant help it cos’ you know some things may never be solved, may never be understood but will fade away in time, isn’t it? Am i not wrong to say that there are some things that are not within my control that i can just not waste my time brooding over them because they are simply just not within my grasp.

Nah i’m tired of thinking, it uses up my energy faster than anything else, i got too little brain cells to waste them on senseless and unmeaningful thoughts.

 I love old music, i mean not really old but music from when we were younger.

Holiday mood

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It’s so sian, it’s like December! Okay allow me to get this straight it’s not the fact that the hols are sian, i meant that the homework and upcoming blocktests are SIAN. omg, nooooo! HW and block test are just such wet blankets.

Anyhow, apart from homework which i haven’t exactly dived into, not that i really want to. Studying is really exhaustive okay. Eh, the past fews days have been hilariously amusing. From where i last stopped it was the day before IJ band concert. Oh eh, IJ band concert was cool yo. It was awesome seeing my juniors again. I went to the concert with my ex section mates, omg! i miss them so much. We clique so well, meaning we can talk about anything just under the sun and we have the same sick crazy minds still. So that part was cool. Lol, we met up at macs we didnt really eat only Daphne ate and we just cooped food from her. Afterwhich we left to get flowers and STUFF for the section. hahha. You wouldn’t want to know what STUFF we got, haha. We cabbed there by the way, hahah wasted too much time in cold storage doing rubbish. Arriving in CJC, we went to the toilet, i met dear PAU TAY! hahah. Then we got into the peforming arts threatre grabbed a seat cam whored for a few minutes, waved at our juniors and yeah lor concert started, haha. Okay the first half wasn’t exactly fantastic, they could have played so much better. They saved the second half i suppose. After the concert, phyllis and i travelled back with the band to help them. Oh my i miss carrying my bass trombone, so cute love it. haha. Got back to school cam whore somemore and then left with my younger sister. All in all, it was one memorable and heart warming night. OH OH, speaking of which after the concert the band did MY cheer, lol okay fine the cheer my committee and i came up with. OMG, it was cool to the max. Couldn’t help it but to smile when they said it(: Nice one guys. Hahah.

Sunday came and started off with church after which i ate buffet lunch with my Aunt at Triple Three, LOL LOL LOL. Okay i was full to the point of bursting, haha. Food was great and company was great. After which we left for home. Getting back home i only had time to bathe again and change before going out again. I met up with leona first at amk and then we trained down to dhoby ghaut to meet the rest. Oh sorry, i was meeting up with my classmates for julian’s farewell dinner. And then we first met up with xingya and yiling. After waiting for DAMN long, we finally decided to call one of the guys to find out that they were siting at macs in plaza sing or something?? crazy people, hahha. Okay and FINALLY we made our way to Mad Jack’s. Nice ambience but i was too full for anything i just bought cheese fries i think. Yeah and then we left mad jack’s for arcade, lol. So funny. It was fun, i got to admit. The day ended with our highlight of the day the very dramatic departing scene. Cos yuxin had to leave but she didnt want the others to leave with her, esp julian cos the night was still young and he intentionally got his curfew extended. LOL omg it’s still so funny though it has been 4 days ago, hahhaha. Okay so there you go a real hilarious day.

Monday came i had ’self pract’ in the morn, in the end also never practice, haahhaha. We just did STUFF cannot say sorry, hahah will reveal another time. So i did STUFF until about 4 plus and then left school to meet xinyi at woodlands library. hahah. I TRIED my best to do the group 7 tutorial, assignment and exercise but in the end i was just copying stuff out of the notes and stoning. Ahhhhh, i’m dead, my brain’s not working again Damn irritating when will i get myself to sit down to think again?!

Tuesday came, i met pau tay in the morning for breakfast. Supposed to meet her at 9.30am in the end i woke up at 10am. HAHAHAH. laugh laugh now, haha. Yeah so ended up meeting her at 11am we ate at Han’s and ate dessert at some shop near her house. We talked talked talked. AH PAULA TAY!! I MISS YOU! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, YOU’RE THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE CAN ASK FOR. I CAN TELL YOU ALMOST EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING. hahah. anyhow i left her house area at like 12.10pm? HAHAH. so i was er… late again why am i always late?? okay so i bused to thomson plaza before changing bus to 166 to go all the way to Vivocity. So funny. Yup so i was late and i was competing with yuxin and yiling to see who would arrive later. Duh, it was me. HAHAH. Okay we ate at Carl’s junior. Hey wait, okay  this time was a class outing er wait no it was a ‘class’ outing yup. Okay so eat eat eat then we went to the playground outside for a while! So fun, ahhaha i love the spinning stuff so fun! Okay so we made our way to sentosa! We went to some beach for some reason i can’t remember anyway i’m in a rush AGAIN so i got to keep things short although i’m so longwinded. hahaha. Okay so yeah we played soccer, handball and volleyball before dying cos we were so tired, haha the stupid sand la. And some idiotic people made me wet splash splash when i was defenseless all alone. Okay many hilarious things happened but i got to skip sorry, haha We then made our way to Xingya’s house. Yummy pizza. then we played card games and some water game that was ridiculous!! hahah and then we watched some HK drama and left at 11pm!! btw i got home at like 12.10pm! what the what the! But it was way fun! Love 0923! WE ROCK!

Okay so tuesday ended and wednesday came. AGAIN, i was supposed to study with xinyi  in the morning but i woke up at like 9 plus again and i had stuff to do so in the end we just met up for lunch. Omg i got this horrible ulcer that sucks big time so i went to guardian to get the dont want they call it. hahah. yeah so we went to school got out shoes soaked stupid rain. And got ready for band lor. Band pract was okay la normal today only 3 trombones so lame cos elaine was oeverseas and malar had some workshop. So i was left with the xinmin people lol okay it wasn’t a bad thing. hahahahhahahahhaha. oops and then band ended i stayed behind to do STUFF again and then yuxin came to find me and we went to find the others at the school coffeeshop, we ate zi cha?? yup so funny. Once again many funny things happened but time is of the essence. hahhaha

0923 never fails to make me laugh. Going to miss them over the hols!

Alright i gtg!!! Adios!

It’s like catching lightning.

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Don’t ask why the extra post on the same day but i was thinking about it a while ago.

Maybe i’ve decided to stick to my roots and just be who i am. Yeah i mean this is who i want to be why should i allow the perspectives of others of me to decide who i truly want to be. I am Roslyn and i know what kind of a person i am so why be hesitant. Live life as you always have because of one simple reason-you only have one lifetime.

I just needed that assurance, that extra confidence, that spurt of energy and vigor to get me going through this period of trial. Well i suppose i’m just Roslyn and i’m only human.

Suppressed feelings

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Woah the week was definitely a super ridiculously long one, like oh my tian. I bearly survived the week. Despite all the exhaustion, i’m sure i’ve taken away one of the most memorable experiences i’ll have in this lifetime.

It’s twelve in the morning and i’m living on a lack of sleep so i should keep this short, ahha.

As a continuation from my previous post, yup i ended off on tuesday.. Wednesday came! And there were more lectures and whatnot after which we made our way down to the centre. I helped with the painting before leaving for band pract. Not the most exciting band pract, i don’t wish to harp on it anymore. Just like how there’s no point crying over spilled milk, life moves on. After band pract i went back to help out. Went back to wash up with the remaining few which was like what only a handfull of people left. Thing was that it was a CCA day so many people couldn’t make it. Now that i think about it, i shouldn’t have gone back, intrude you-know-who and you-know-who’s quality time. HAHA. Anyhow we ate at pepper lunch after that and got home. I got home at about ten plus? hahha.

Thursday came, busiest day of all! Got to school for only ONE lecture-physics hahaha and then i had sectionals. Many things happened in between but cos i’m desperately in a rush to go offline i got to cut short all, yeah sectionals was okay la wdv and then i made my way down to the centre to help out. Got into action painted and scrubbed and washed till late, it was super tiring no kidding okay. I played table soccer. I truly apologise for the lack of elaboration but then again if i go on elaborating i’ll probably be too naggy. Yeah anyway, finally at long last everything ended we ate dinner together in the centre, hokkien mee for me! and yeah yeah all the fun and laughter. I stayed till like close to eleven so when i got home it was close to twelve hahhaha. But it was awesome fun alright.

The following day came which is today! well…. day started off with NE trip to marina barrage with class again so we see each other almost 24/7 hahha. We met up early at 9 plus and then waited till almost everyone arrived before making our way to our destination. Got there walked through the gallery blah blah and then quiz!! so funny hahha my group won wooo! I promise you i didn’t help them, hahah. I was the photographer of the day! Spammed photos with yuxin’s cam, she’s going to kill me while uploading them on FB, hahaha.

After all that walking and running we went to marina square to eat lunch at HAN’S! yummy yummy and thoroughly satisfying and filling! We walked around after that before i had to leave for home. Arriving home,  i bathed and prepared for my grandma’s birthday dinner. hahaha SEAFOOD AT EAST COAST.

It was one cool night, my cousins rock to the max la. I can’t live without all that humour. We’re all so old now, it’s so scary will we ever be distant? I can’t imagine that.

Going to east coast brought back many many many memories, i wished i could go back in time.

Alright so its damn late now and i’m craving for sleep! So adios see you all soon! I miss my IJ friends! Hope to see them tomorrow):

Still in search of the Roslyn i want to be. Maybe not so much of the searching but maybe more of being confident of the Roslyn i’ve found.

Best yet

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Life is busy to the max now, but! all is in good fun and laughter. Oh my! I’m lagging behind homework can’t take it anymore!!! Holiday homework’s just piling up like nobody’s business, not fun at all. Anyhow the past few days have been super fun like hell. Allow me to recount from last week, haha…

Well last week was all lectures and blahblah finding out our change in teachers and whatnot. Thursday was elaine’s birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE DEAR!

Anyhow, my section is the nicest section ever, we got her an engraved necklace hahha Are we nice or are we nice? After which i went to study with xinyi till about 4 plus? Then i left to meet melissa and frannie to go back to IJ band! They were having band camp. Unfortunately i couldnt make it for the sec4 farewell which was a day after that. Yeah anyhow, going back to my sec school made my day!! I just love my juniors and the band of course. Mr Chan wanted clarise and i to speak to the band about going for their Australia trip next year and well we did. I didnt think they would listen to us i mean the only batch that still remembers us would be the sec3 batch otherwise, i suppose the other juniors only have a vague impression of who we were. hahah. Speaking to the band brought back so many memories, memories of my band journey which was bitter sweet and sort of exciting. Hahha. i love band, i love music and yeah thats just the Roslyn you got to know. Oh well, ah i miss IJTP!!! I MISS IJCB!! hahah.

All in all, thursday was a blast. Friday came and i believed i had more lectures after which i met up with elaine to study. Hahah, we managed to complete our math differentiation before we slept till half an hour before band started when xinyi called me. I suppose if she didnt call me we wouldnt have woke up in time for band. HAHAH. Oh man just sooooo tired! Friday’s band was just plain tiring. It was sectionals though, actually not that bad just that i wasn’t in the mood then and i was rawr moody? hahha, afterwhich i went to church for a meeting talk more about it all later. hhaha, if i remember.

Saturday came and it was TUNE IN! woah woah woah, so cool. My first tune in as a senior of the band. MAN was it exhausting. However so i got to meet several cool people and i suppose the band grew closer after that day. I found out that the band had more than just elaine and i as crazy people. The day ended with gastric how disgusting can that get man. Always like that.

Sunday came and i had the performance in some place in Hougang. It was enjoyable i got to meet band people again hahha which is fun. Performed performed, oh timothy and Shitian came! hahaha. Oh after the performance we went back to school and cooped free food, hahah. Aunty la. Yummy lor, after all that Elaine, Xinyi and i went to Woodlands library to study, i managed to complete group 2 touched up on math differentiation, read through superpostion notes again before having to leave for evening mass.

Ah i am seriously in need of time and energy to get my mind set on studying.

After mass with my younger sister emilyn, we walked around northpoint i mean there are many new shops and in the end we spent most of our money on food. Wah seriously damn full. hahahah, i guess we ate alot.

Monday came first day of SL project and thermal scanner duty! hahah. Cool rubbish am glad the duty is over, lesser sai gang. SL project is exhaustive but highly entertaining! Laugh out loud please. Day one was a whole lot of cleaning and whitewashing! Goodness me, can die man. Not easy! Warning to people who are thinking of DIY painting house or whatever. HAHAH. The day ended with KFC for dinner, yummy!

Tuesday came and here i am now. School as normal and i sat in for Econs lect again, i helped leona copy down notes tell me i’m cool, hahha. I had lit and i must admit i’m beginning to love lit more and more. I just love to think, don’t tell me i’m weird but i really really love to think. Though it may very well be sometimes out of my scope, but i just love the fact that i am learning something new everytime i think. Oh man, i love lit discussions. NO KIDDING, they are my ultimate fav. Ain’t i a highly contradicting person. i mean i love Literature and Physics at the same time, i mean it! Those are my two favourite subjects! hahhahaha. Anyhow after lit class i went to join my section we went to do something something for band dinner, ssshhh! Damn hilarious but sorry can’t disclose it here, hahha. Omg so funny! After which i made my way down to TGYC! Joined my classmates in painting and before we knew it we were painting each other. Today was fun actually despite the fact that i don’t think i look good in paint.

All in all, SL project is fun though absolutely time consuming. I’m majorly behind everyone else who has started on holiday homework and whatnot. NOOOOO! oh my how am i suppose to catch up now.

Oh speaking of hols, i really can’t wait i need to study big time. Don’t call me a mugger i just want to organise my time and to set aside time to practise as well. I really am in need of practice, i suck now!!!! ARGH, annoyingly! Actually malaysia trip is in like about 3 weeks damn fast and thrilling. It’ll be my first trip with NY how cool will that be.

You know what guys, i’m going to miss 0923 over the hols, yup really. My class is all fun and laughter. I mean yes there are times when they are unbearably annoying and irritating, but i can’t deny that there are also times when they make me laugh till i cry, smile till my checks ache, do crazy stuff that i didn’t think i’ll do with my classmates.

0923 rocks, no doubt about it.

Mhmmm, what do you do about your religion? I don’t know how to explain certain issues in my head but i’ve learnt much over the past few days and i’m trying my best to put a finger on it, give me time.

My heart is split into many parts for different people around me, apparently over time, a portion of my heart was given to NYJC without my knowing. I must admit it is true.

Wheeeeeee life’s great or so i think.

Hey allll!

Today’s saturday and i just came back from Ikea for some SL project research which is presently making my head spin. Hahah, oh well, i went there with my class comm members. In the end we did manage to find a few things that seemed affordable and suitable for the youth centre, so that was great.

Don’t give up!

Anyhow, i should talk about yesterday. Yesterday was one Woah day, so many things happened, i meant i did so many things in a single day. So here’s how the day started…

I went to Marina Barrage in the morning with my class comm members again. hahha. We went to prepare for the NE trip, there are a number of things to do and woah we’re just left with two weeks of school. Wdv, but yeah Marina Barrage is cool! Go make a trip there when you’re free, i should think most people will like it there. Hahah.

After which, we headed to city hall walked over to Marina Square to eat at Han’s. Omelette yum, okay sorry random but yeah ate ate, talked talked and then we walked to the mrt. I was suppposed to meet Elaine, Gladys and Xinyi at 1pm in Woodlands, apparently i was late. Hahaha, we were going to catch the 1.15pm 2012 movie. We weren’t really late actually, we got into the movie threatre in time, didn’t really missed much.

Woah woah, 2012 is da bomb, no kidding! The show was awesome, loved the adrenaline and excitement. The movie will really keep you at the edge of your seats half the time. Hahaha. Go catch it if you haven’t!

After the marvellous movie, we thought we were going to be late for band so we cabbed to school! hahha, we go to school 5mins before time. Hahaha. Luckily!!! Good thing we weren’t late, it was full band hahha.

Anyway, my DSA junior came yesterday and his name is Timothy i think elaine and i scared him off during sectionals, sorry:/ hahahha. We were, as a matter of fact, just being ourselves. Anyway, it’s time i taught my section how to sing Xin Tai Ruan, it’s the song to learn!

你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
我知道你根本没那么坚强

你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单 相处太难
不是你的 就别再勉强

Don’t call me crazy, the song really is cool. No kidding! hahah Go listen when you’re free yeah.

Anyhow, we didn’t play Noah’s ark yesterday which really sucked cos’ Noah’s ark rocks and i love that song very much. Seriously, thats another song to love. Man oh man, i love the storm Hahah.

Ohoh! during band, Mr Tan talked about going overseas next year. By right, all trips next year were cancelled and postponed till end of next year after my A’s, I WAS DEPRESSED. However so, Mr Tan asked everyone whether we were still keen on going and woooo! My section was! Come on man, you rarely travel with your band and guess what? Next year will probably be my last opportunity to be in a band. I don’t know if i’ll actually continue my band career after Junior College, i’d love to, i mean i really would love to. Yeah anyway, in the end, hahaha, a majority of my band mates wanted to go so Sherilyn had to sms Mr Tan that many of us are still interested in New York! Woooo! Let’s just hope things work out. I don’t care man, i know i’ve got A’s next year but i really absolutely want to go to New York, i mean seriously!!!! come on! i don’t care if i have no concert i just feel that it’ll be damn cool to travel with the band!

I love music! it makes my world go round.

Anyhow trained home with band mates and talked talked talked. Oh man, childish of all the childishness in the world. He-llo, people to earth, band is for music making not senseless disagreements, arguments and whatnot. Tsk, and you call yourselves musicians. Tsk.

and here i am, the next day! Soon, it’ll be Monday and sooonnn the week will end and sssoooonnnn the following week will end and things will start to gain momentum. AND SOOOONNNNN it’ll be the following year.

Oh how i detest the speed at which time travels at, especially during times of fun and laughter. Happiness is shortlived.

怕我没什么能够给你

A fusion of confusion

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I’m just different. I just think too much, i just am not the regular kind of person who lets things go so easily. I fight for what i think i want or think is right. I’m a result of propaganda but i enjoy being so. I’m cliche and my perspective may be so typical.

This is Roslyn, you should know.

sorry i’m weird.

Happiness

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Oh so cheesy to have Happiness as the title of my blog post, hahahha.

But seriously, these past few days have been the happiest times of my life. Ahhhhh, i really dont want to lose my friends. It is frightening without them, i dare not think what would life be without them. What if one day i don’t see 0923 again? What if one day all my IJ friends just lose contact? What if one day my band mates forget me? What if one day i forget all of them?

zahhhhh.

Anyway, mhm… i feel so fortunate to have known all my friends. Yesterday was another day of laughter. The day started off with PW, clearly no one was in the mood for PW but ms kept coming to class to spy on us, hahha. we didnt really didnt care and i thought she would have scolded me. ahahha. Anyhow, i learnt a chinese song yesterday- xin tai ruan! ahhahha, it’s really a nice song, serious! After you start to sing it, you’ll somehow get addicted to it. No kidding.

Haahha. I watched My Sister’s Keeper with Elaine, Gladys and Xinyi yesterday. Hahaa, they wanted to celebrate my birthday, hahha. So they treated me to the movie and dinner but heeheee, i’m smart. The show was wah, cool! I thought i would have cried more but i teared only to the end. I don’t know, am i desensitised by everything around me? Have i become stronger or have i grown indifferent?

The show is great so go catch it if you haven’t it speaks of a story of family love and of course the controversy of a person’s rights to his or her own body.

Thank you Elaine, Gladys and Xinyi! I enjoyed myself really much and KOI milktea is the bomb(:

Ohhhhhh, i almost forgot i had sectionals yesterday and wah, i suck once again but cos’ we were working on projection so practice was tiring ttm! And yes my diapharm (?) does hurt from yesterday, hahahha. I want my sound to be rounder and yet brassy and loud at the same time. Argh, here comes the tough process of working towards that ideal tone. All in all, i enjoy playing alot, i dont know why but during band i just forget all the troubles around me, they just slip off my mind for that few hours. My focus would somehow be placed solely on music making. Hah, life rocks with band.

Wah i want to exercise, i promise you my stamina has dropped again. Damn sian.

Alright i want to go off now. Byebye! Adios!

What’s not yours, cannot be forced. Bu shi ni de jiu bie zai mian qiang.

The bomb.

Hey all

i got to be real brief because i need to prepare for tomorrow. Dang, life’s not fun when PW hasn’t ended.

Anyway, today was a very special day and it will remain a very special day to me for probably as long as i live. I was most fortunate today and i realised that my friends are truly friends whom i’m so blessed to have.

I have to tell you about my wonderful day

The day started off on a more positive note than i’d wished for. The sms wishes made my day first thing in the morning! I got to school with kerlene, everything was as per normal actually. Until, the girls in my class gave me this huge rainbow ( i mean super colourful) bag containing the cutest winnie the pooh and water bottle! Awwww man! so sweet! hahahha.

And then i went for a two hour lecture, almost died can. HAHAH. but all was well. I feel so dumb after the lecture right, i never wondered why the guys didnt eat and went off to play straight away after disappearing for a while. I didnt wonder until Yuxin told me that they were upstairs writing the card for me (tell you more later). Wah!

Anyway, all was well, i went to class and was absorbed in PW when suddenly wahlao i was really shocked i promise you i didnt expect it! My classmates sang me a birthday song. How touched i was cannot be expressed in words, for words will not do my feelings justice. Wah, hahha i was like woah! hahahha.

Thanks 0923! you made my day by letting me know that i’m part of this wonderful class. Thanks for making me feel appreciated too, it was the best feeling ever! First time you all sing birthday song so loudly. hahaha. Oh it was a four leaves cake! omg! the cake that i like a lot leh, wahhhh!!!!

Anyhow, when i thought all was over, xingya and yuxin handed me this card. At first i thought it was just from the girls but as i turned the pages i was like WAH WAH! i was so touched, wahhhhhhhh! Really. I truly appreciated it.

School ended with a bang after dry run in 5.34 we booked the room from 2-3pm. hahha. And i promise everyone was so nice to me today, so weird but hahha, so funny. I went for self pract on my own, which explains the word self. hahaha.

Again, i got the shock of my life, i was trying to fix the metronome when suddenly HAPPY BIRTHDAY… omg, i almost got heart attack, reallyyyyy! My section mates along with some of my band mates came to celebrate my birthday. Really it was the bomb. I love my section mates ttm! They rock a lot! Haiyo i can’t imagine NY without them! They gave me a small cake, a pencil case and lots of sweets! hahaha. When they left i practiced somemore before i left to pack up.

I got downstairs to the band room and i saw Xinyi, talked to her and ah she’s my new band hang out friend! I miss her and the studying sessions!

Trained to Bishan and then Bus-ed to thomson to meet clique. Got there fran’s a real good liar! hahaha speaking of which fran is just funny, before my birthday in order to ask me out she asked me if i wanted to meet up to pray for pw! FRAN!!! you’re so lame! but love you still(: Anyhow, when i got there everyone soon arrived and there came paula and yan with my present the huge board of photographs and an envelope of letters. AWESOME! hahhaha, AAAHHH! I LOVE MY IJ FRIENDS! what will i do without them?! we went to thai express to eat and while we were talking fran and clarise went to the toilet and then i actually didnt wonder why they were taking so long. That was why i was so shocked when they came back with a cake. Roslyn foong, you’re so blur! HAHAH. AH! love you all guys!

Oh i became a member of thai express today, hahaha. cool right!

Okay so here i am at home, my family just celebrated my birthday with a cake too! ahahhaha.

yup so there are… Four groups of people i wish to thank today. These four groups of people mean a lot to me as they shape me and mould me to who i am today. Without them, there would be no Roslyn or maybe  a different Roslyn.

These people are…. My classmates, my band mates, my IJ FRIENDS and last but never the least, my family.

Sometimes i wonder what kind of person will Roslyn be without these people, really have you wondered?

HAHA, anyhow, thanks for everything.

You made my day extra special(:

XOXO.