Hey all!
Woah woah woah woah.
TIME FREAKING FLIES. School is going to start in less than a week. Yes, I’m panicking now hahahaha.
So many many many things happened over the past few weeks btw, too many to actually note down. Okay but yup it’s been an eye opener. I’m not going to go into details, just gonna talk about my feelings.
Uni is a going to be an entirely different experience. It is insane! Honestly, I can’t believe all my camps are over. A part of me still wishes that the camps will never end. Hate to face reality, seriously. Then again, I wanna move on, I really wanna grow up, I really wanna lead my own life. I know i may regret saying this someday but sometimes I hate to be stuck in the middle y’know.
Anyhow life goes on, whatever regrets, disappointments, hard feelings, bad experiences- they’re all just part of history where it should be left behind & forgotten.
I don’t know if i’m ready to take on the life ahead of me. Don’t know how different things will be, but i’m already half glad it’s not entirely a repeat of JC life. Looking back, JC life was childish hahahaha.
I must stay focused no matter what, must remember what I want to achieve at the end of my 4 years in NUS, must keep the end in mind, must never regret the decision i made to study here. In need to put things into perspective seriously.
Shall go bathe and reflect when i feel more awake. I’m serious hahaha.
TIME TO PLANNNNNNNN.
Am so glad I’m in control. Note to self: don’t really wanna lose myself in stupid dilemmas or problems.
