Hey all,
Uni life is one word: busy(as hell), but it’s been really exciting and fun!!! But of course with all the awesome moments comes times when i just feel like committing suicide cos of the workload. Then again, it’s a whole new experience like woah, I’m just beginning to take in the fact that I’m finally at the next stage in life.
Many many many things happened over the past one month or so. I mean I dont think I mentioned that I stopped working in end June, after which I went on an awesome holiday to Australia with my sister and aunt! It was really damn awesome in Australia, really missing the weather and the people and the theme parks and the kangeroos and the food! After that really cool holiday i went for my 3 camps, all of which i will never forget. Made many friends too from all faculties hahahaha. I can’t decide which is the best camp, all 3 of them were special in their own way. Awww hahaha, wtheck.
Anyhow, I shant go into details about the camps and my holiday! Maybe one day when I’m about to pull all my hair out over some physics question yeah i might decide to destress with trying to recall those happy moments in life. Hahaha.
School has begun and woah! NUS is damn big, seriously man. Everyday I’m just climbing stairs, stairs and more stairs and trying to navigate and find my way around the school. I promise you i’m still not entirely sure how to get to certain parts of the school yet even though it’s already week 3 of school! Traveling to school is yet another story. Omg I was not meant to take long train rides, most of the time i just stone and stare into space otherwise i TRY to read my notes (I’ve made some feeble attempts, so it’s not that bad).
Being in NUS also has its merits which include meeting the entire IJ in school all the time, it’s pretty hilarious okay like you walk around school and suddenly eh Siyinn! or like eh wan ngee! Yup really nice seeing those people again (: And i’ve got most of my JC band buds in nus too which is pretty awesome (:(:
Nope i do not regret coming to NUS, though i think i might regret saying this soon as my workload increases (or rather multiplies -.-). As i’ve mentioned, I made many many many friends, and they are really awesome friends. All different kinds of people hahaha. It has only been 3 weeks of school but i feel like i’ve been part of NUS forever. No i really don’t want time to fly, I’m only beginning to enjoy studying again. Yes i’m strange but it feels real good sitting at my table and cracking my brain over some question and mugging in the library feels really damn good.
Okay fine the point of this post wasnt totally about life in Uni, it’s also supposed to be about i dont know how i should put this but let’s just say it was also supposed to be about life.
Damn, why now? why now of all times? Why now when she has to face a stepping stone in life? Why decide on something that shouldnt even be considered? Why do they not think of how unfair it is for them?
Yes, I’m feeling quite helpless and stupid now. Can’t really do anything to salvage the situation, the problem isnt really within my grasp. I can only watch from afar how someone close to me might crumble and fall apart.
Sian. Feeling low now & I’m going to sleep it off.
